People pleasing planet got a million people saying how to plan it… “Imagine Dragons”. I am vibing with their song today. 🎧♫♪♫
Also, today’s weather was nice; windy + the sun shone brightly with a pinch of clouds and flowers starting to bloom again. “Grateful Face”☀️🌾🤗
Actully, I am struggling with what to write for this blog! I was thinking of writing about my favorite anime! But no it’s going to be a lot and I feel tired now, maybe because of I just had my dinner.🥱😴
So, this blog post will be about pursuing my creative passion.
How It did Grow on me!
Learning 3D art with Blender beginning was the Donut tutorial from Blender Guru. I remember working on it for the first time and was around 2020 since I was unemployed hehe.
Honestly, I wanted this time to last forever.
But, you know we humans are a very difficult species! Or maybe it is just me. I felt unhonest. Like it is a lie I’m telling to myself, that being an digital artist is not my interest. Literally, this is what I told myself that I was just going to use my free time in this, and I’ll apply for real jobs like the one that was in my mind Content Writing.
Guess What! 😔
After I believe 6 months of creating 3D models with Blender, I have stopped!
Writing about this now makes me realize the heartache. Because.. yeah when I started the job I was into it, to know all the ins and outs then shifted to another position as a Social Media Executive. This position too got me excited to work with dynamic creative writing with social media, I was fascinatie.
Yet, doing all by being busy with work and my studies, I still felt the urge that I was doing something wrong, it’s not what I wanted to do. And from all the things I was interested in, my interest in 3D did not die. I was following the Blender Guru newsletter and following **Blender**news always checking out their yearly event for updates.
Conclusion
To sum up this Blog, I am going to say two things to overcoming self-doubt in creativity. 😎👌🔥
First, don’t you ever leave yourself without an interest, and if you find it Do Not let yourself foul you. That it’s not what you are supposed to do, I am still trying to stop myself! Even after I made up my mind that this is what I want to be doing till I leave this earth.
Dont miss this sign; if you are feeling happy while doing it. Keep doing it.
Secondly, I have an account on Instagram, which I intend to share my beginner’s journey in digital art in 2D and intermediate in 3D. As I left my last job position as assistant manager in the Social Media Team, I thought doing social media for yourself was really easy. No, it’s not, even with experience in social media, becasue I can be lazy. “I try my best”
And this time I leave you with this:
“ If you hear a voice within you say you cannot paint, then by all means paint and that voice will be silenced.” ― Van Gogh